Haiii everyone! I know it's been quite some time since my last post. I kinda busy plus there was one fuck bastard who broke into my house in Melaka WHILE I'M SLEEPING and manage to get away with my dear boyfriend; my blackberry of course I'm fuckin' single remember? Together with some cash and my broadband. I'm glad he forgot to bring along my laptop with him though he did intended to take it. So yeah. I'm okay. That's more important right?
So there have been lot of things happening. I just wanna ignore it coz mostly, it was just stupid stuff that I think it dont deserves my attention. I've rather care about my shit than to mind about errr whatever. Well yes I appreciate those times and things that I've gone through so far coz it helps me learn people a bit more deep. I hope I can tear this one page, one chapter of my life which I considered as "biggest mistake". But looking back, I cant right? So realizing that we cant tear that particular page, it dont stop us to just burn the whole book into the fire right? Sounds brilliant!
I wanna do something for myself. Someone told me that I live my life based on people's expectations. I never live to please my own self. Well hmmmm I think he's right. So I'm planning to please myself with what I want. I found pleasure of being single. Every time. Maybe I should just being in love with myself instead of other people. If only I can marry my own self would be a happy ending haha. But every one know its pathetic. Hmmm. I'm thinking of an escape tour. Spend time overseas and look how its like. One more brilliant idea.
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