L.O.V.E

Hati aku berbunga-bunga ketika ini. So its explains the title. hahaha... I dont know what to say. The only thing I know is right now right here at this moment, my heart is totally belong to someone special now. I love him so much. I dont care for what's goin' to happen in the future, all I know is about how I feel right now.
People said that we have to think for the future. Plan what's gonna happen. But please lah. Im tired of thinking and focused too much for the future. Its like what's happened now doesn't matter? To me, I wanna live my life to the fullest. I care about my future. I plan for my future. But hellooooo... No need to overdo it right? I dont have to worry too much. Just enjoy what you have now lah kan. Kalau hari hari asyik fikir yang lambat laun, kekasih kau tu buat hal punye, memang tak ke mana la kan. Memang semak la kepala hotak tuuu... And I know about the law of attraction. Its not that everything is true I mean, yelah, kang kalau aku caya sangat-sangat law tu kang ada pulak yang cakap aku kapir la freemason lah hapa sume. No. I just agreed the fact that our brain can control everything. The power of our inner belief towards the surrounding. Sama macam lagu 'jika kau fikirkan kau boleh' tu laaaa...If you want something, go for it. Dont hesitate. Once you hesitated, you're lost. So what I meant is that, when you keep producing a negative vibe and aura, the negative things will show up. That's it. Its simple. Sama macam kita lah. Asyik fikir bf kita akan buat tu buat ni, lama-lama menda tu akan jadi lah. Soooo... Motif aku beleter panjang-panjang ni adalah untuk menerangkan kondisi hati aku sekarang. Dimana ianya berbunga-bunga kerana telah jatuh chenta. ahaks!! hahaha... So I dont care if people said Im over reacted ke kan. Im just happy. Nanti bila aku dah tak happy ke kena tinggal ngan kekasih ke, aku buat pulak entry aku frust. Kan senang. haaa k lah panjang.

p/s : he's coming here now with a little surprise for me. I wonder what it is. hehehe~

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Hello M.I.F !! it's been a while. As I'd told for many times earlier, Im a bad bad bad blogger. Yes I've been ignoring my blog for like 2 months I guess? Fuhhhh~ Well, there have been good stuffs and bad stuffs to tell. And I dont know if I still remember. HAHA! sooo..... The highlights are first, I have a new bf. Okay I know Im over-excited. Dah tu macam mana tak excited, Aku bahagia kot sekarang. And yes I know that every things still new, tengah hangat lagi kan...Its been only 3 months but who cares! I had a good time with him. I wonder why why and why we dont hooked up before??? Before all crazy shits I've gone through all this while. We've been friends since high school and there's a little something between us at that time but I dont know. We never plan to get together until now. This is crazy seriously! I've been wasting my poor life for like 3 years with a wrong person. But still, however, I appreciate what he taught me within that time. I appreciate our time but sorry, its a waste. You're just like a sweet smelling scent of summer. Not lasting. Now Im starting a new chapter in my life. With him. Full of love. =) 
Second, I have learn that I cant put too much trust on people anymore. People are very good in making things up. They are hypocrite! In my previous entry Ive been telling how good they are, how lucky I am to know them, how they care for me all this while. But yes. Thats all bullshit! They never care for me. They all are just a bunch of pretenders. They never care if Im dead. Seriously, I know who they actually are now. Sorry, but fuck you.