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So I changed my header. Sebab ada seorang sahabat aku ni macam follow blog ni dan kutok ke-skema-an blog ini. Hamekk kau aku dah tukar! But still aku rasa macam skema jugak. kahkahkah! Sial la kau aku jadi tak natural dah tau pasnihhh. Nak update pon fikir dua kali. Anyway, I dont have much to say here today. Tomorrow will be the last battle for this semester, apart from the short film preview. I hope everybody gonna love the movie. I've put a lot of efforts on it. Same goes to all members of Kotak Kreatif Production. I've tried my very best to edit the film and I hope it will turn out awesome. So just wait and see. If there's flaws, I'm so sorry but I guess I'm proud of it already. Heyy it's my first movie kot!!! Apa pun the movie will be uploaded here soon okay. :')

Sekarang.

Now I'm currently preparing myself for the final exams. Well I dont know what's gonna happen. Yeah I think this sem is the most fucked up sem ever and I can tell what's gonna happen next sem. Everything is politics. No matter what it is, every thing must have their own politic. We know that people with power can do anything to weaker people. I dont know. I just wanna say something here. Straight from the bottom most part of my heart. What's happening to me? I really need time and chance to escape from here. I want to disappear. The only thing that can cheer me up is him. Just him for the moment. Thank you so much love. Thanks so much for your support.  

Kejutan Manis !

He came to Melaka again. And again, with a little surprise. Guess what it is? hehehe...

So I love you Nomey. Ohh ya! Of course I love you the most sweetheart and thank you so much. Tolong lah jadi sweet macam ni sampai ke tua. hihihi =')

p/s: Dah boleh pause dulu kot MP3 player tu.

Relieved.

 I dont wanna think about what's past. I've gone through too much shits for the past few months. Sampai menyampah dengar lagu "baby are you down down down down down?" Tok mu!!! Yes I'm down and I'm the only one who can change that fact. But now I can finally breath a bit. Just a little. I've overcome many obstacles one by one and I'm proud of myself for having the guts to challenge myself. I know I can do a lot better, its just that I have to work harder.

#1 Ex-girlfriend

Be strong...Be strong...

Awww Sweetnye omeyyy omeyyy ni

B : syg,I got a surprise for you.

me: what is it, b?

B : Taraaaaa~

Hahaha I was like awwww why he have to be this sweet??? hehehe... I know its just durian. But heyyy! I was craving for it since long long time ago. So when he brought it all the way from KL for me, I was soooo happy! Non-stop doww makan. And he was like "syg, b kutip kat dusun tauuu b pakai boxer je kat dusun tu (ngap ngap)" Awww he make me smile really.

Koyakkkk !

    Im in a terribly depressed stage of life right now. This semester is such a pain in the ass, seriously! We were like zombies wondering around the campus, not enough sleep, starving, tired, and stress!!! I know everybody gone through the same situation but I dont know. Its just that I dont understand why must I be the one who handle everything. Why Im the only one who have to decide, to think, to do everything? No Im not saying that they dont do their part. But still, even the parts been given to them, they seems like know nothing and at the end of the day, me myself again, have to do everything. And if I just let it be, no one cares. No one got the effort to fix what's wrong. So when the submission day, the product was F-ing sucks! So is that my fault? I know they dont even care about their marks but I care! 

     Now Im really stressed out. I feel like my head is about to explode! Baby Im sorry Ive been ignoring you for so long. Im too busy and I hope you'll understand. I know what you feel. You just pretend that you dont mind. But again, I hope you understand sweetheart. Things will get better as soon as I finished this hectic semester okay. We can always be together like before. Please wait for me. I love you.