Im in a terribly depressed stage of life right now. This semester is such a pain in the ass, seriously! We were like zombies wondering around the campus, not enough sleep, starving, tired, and stress!!! I know everybody gone through the same situation but I dont know. Its just that I dont understand why must I be the one who handle everything. Why Im the only one who have to decide, to think, to do everything? No Im not saying that they dont do their part. But still, even the parts been given to them, they seems like know nothing and at the end of the day, me myself again, have to do everything. And if I just let it be, no one cares. No one got the effort to fix what's wrong. So when the submission day, the product was F-ing sucks! So is that my fault? I know they dont even care about their marks but I care!
Now Im really stressed out. I feel like my head is about to explode! Baby Im sorry Ive been ignoring you for so long. Im too busy and I hope you'll understand. I know what you feel. You just pretend that you dont mind. But again, I hope you understand sweetheart. Things will get better as soon as I finished this hectic semester okay. We can always be together like before. Please wait for me. I love you.
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