Life Goes On

How many time you have to be reminded that you can never expect more. Expect less, give more. Complaints less, appreciate more. But still, you failed. Being strong. That's the only option you have. So deal with it.

The Battle Begin!

Two weeks to go. I'm all set for this battle. I got my eyes on you Kim Kardashian!

That Was a Perfect Date.

There's always something better waiting for a patient person. Yes I know I've been like totally bitching  myself here at my previous entry. Because I'm so mad and frustrated. But somehow I managed to control myself and just let it go. So the reward for my action is a perfect date we had last night. 

So he brought me to dine at T'Jantik Art Bistro which I always wanted to go all this while. The place was awesome and very romantic. We were like sooo awkward because we haven't been in that kind of mood for quite some times. Their dimmed lights, along with french love songs playing at the back, and there was only me and him at the section. We talk and talk and talk which reminds me of our first date. hehe that sweet. So the food were nice and yeahh. I personally think its the coolest place in Kuantan. Never thought we have that kind of place here hihi. 

* He picked me Kebaya for raya. And late night movie ironically gave us some flashbacks on our movie date back in high school time. We was like, whispering to each other and ignoring the Captain America. haha. Nice one sweetheart. Thank you so much. So there goes my birthday =)

Tak Salah Kalau Bersabar, kan?

Yes my new resolution from now on is to be a much much more stronger person and trying to be patient and rational in everything I do. Especially towards my current relationship. I promised myself to be what he wanted me to be; Si Bety yang PENYABAR. I know I've been bad that I just cant control the urges to get pissed. Every time.(He said Im just like his ex, which mean Im sooo gonna have to change or else I'll end up like her) I know I've been like this since long time ago which somehow leads my previous relationship to an end, I guess. Apart from other stuffs too, of course. So yeah. Now lesson learned and I want to make a change. I love him so much that I dont care about my temper or my ego anymore. I just wanna be that one and only Bety he used to know; the one who had captured his heart (he said). Yes Im doing it and it works! Now I see the sparks between us again. Just like the first time. ILY, MU =)

Ikut Hati atau Logic?

Aku bukannya tak faham yang orang busy sana sini. Faham je.... Tapi kenalah faham aku. Tak boleh salahkan aku untuk sentap dalam hal ni. Wajar kot aku sentap! Aku drive all the way dari Melaka untuk pishaaang je kat rumah. Naiss. Yes kita dah habiskan masa satu malam sama-sama. Tapi still tak sama dengan expectation aku. Hah sapa suruh berharap. Si bodoh. Kan kau dah sedih sekarang. Tapi tolong jangan samakan LUANGKAN MASA dengan CELEBRATE lah. Tak sama langsung tau. CELEBRATE ni maknanya aku tak keluar duit langsung, hari tu memang khas untuk aku je, semua benda special, mood aku baik. Tapi satu pon takda kan? Maksudnya disini, tak wujud kejadian CELEBRATION disini. Faham? Pathetic lah anda ini Bety. Aku nak gelakkan kau seribu kali. Padan muka.

August, eleven. (11.15pm)

Nothing's happen. Takde apa-apa jadi. Kan aku dah cakap awal-awal yang aku ni mampu berangan je kan. Hah sekarang sila pasrah. Claim hadiah dengan abang dia cakap "ehh haritu abg joy dah belikan topup tu kira hadiah laa" (-.-") Claim dengan mak dia cakap "haa mak dah bagi ubat vitamin RM10 tu kira hadiah lah" (-.-"). Okay Bety please deal with the fact that kau ni FOREVER ALONE. Hadiah kau sekarang ni adalah TIDOR. bye. T~T

*Aku tanak cakap pasal dia. Mungkin harini tadek apa-apa tapi esok lusa mungkin ada. Dia ingat. Tapi kau kena sedarlah Bety. Tadek nak dapat special-special nyaaa. Kau tu berharap sape suruh. Hah tunggu je lah. Ada tu ada lah. Kalau takde, diam dan lupakan.(nak nangis sampai esok) 

August, eleven. (2pm)

Hehehe... Nice start so far. I fetch him and we went sahur together at McD coz I've been craving for their hot cakes! Then he told me the story about Kuda hitam dengan Si Pari-Pari before I fell asleep. Well of course he made up that tale. hihi... But I think it sweet! Then we went home because he have to work. He promised me to treat me dinner tonight. We'll seeee....hehe.

*Tapi macam semua nak berbuka kat rumah mak ramai-ramai ni. Cane nak date?

I Love August !

Heyy its August! So yeahh Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan. This year, again, Ramadhan falls in the month of August. And I've always waiting for this month to come every year. Hehehe its because I've prepared my wish list! You know what it is for...

I want a nice surprise for that day.

Nak cake! Mesti ada cake tak kesah lah kecik ke besar ke muffin cake ke janji cake. Yang penting presentation haruslah special.hehe..

Nak pergi tempat makan yang hebat. Tak perlu mahal pon tapi kene special.

Nak ada orang yang tersayang kat situ masa tu. 

Mood mesti baik.

Pastu tiba-tiba dapat surprise gift.

Tapi tak fikir lagi nak hadiah apa.

*sumpah tak tau nak apa*

So surprise me ^~^

(boleh jugak sesiapa tambah koleksi BB cover aku sebab malas beli sendiri huehue..) 

Dream on Bety kau tak payah berangan sebab takkan dapat punya menda-menda ni. Macamlah kau best sangat orang nak celebrate-celebrate kan. haaaa dah senyap je k nanti. Dah la puasa orang takde masa nak melayan. K baii. sobbsss....