What's up with the title? hehehe never mind. Okay I've been looking for a perfect time to update this blog but you know sometimes the feeling is not really there. There are plenty of things to share here but yeahhh I dont feel like writing. But today is a lovely day and I want to write a bit just to update some recent stuff happening so far. Well I've finished my 3 years study in UiTM Lendu, Melaka. So that means I'm leaving Melaka yeaayyyy! Its kinda funny though. Come to think of it, I used to say before that one day when I can finally get the fuck out of Lendu, I wont missed anything there. Including who I met, any memories 3 years back blablabla NOTHING! Coz I used to hate everything about Melaka. However now, I'm sad. I cant afford to leave all the memories there. My friends. My best friends. All the good times and the hard times. That day I had one last hug with my best buddy. Guess what, I burst in tears. I know it will be hard for us to hang out together after this.
I'm staying in KL for a week. Just to give myself a chance to have a good time with my friends. And I'm having a great time! I know I should do that more often after this. I don't know what but I feel the rush of positiveness in my body. I mean that I'm starting to forget the past and bad part of my life back then and try to enjoy life! So many things I planned since I'm not attached to any university commitment anymore. I wanna try new stuff. I wanna be a fun person which I guess I used to be. Well yes I wanna be a positive person.
I can see that despite of my misery and dull life, there still one point along the journey which makes me happy. One state of life which puts every thing into a fine place. I did things that I thought I could never done. People who I least expected came and approached me. I make new friends. I talk much than before. You see, I think my brain just starts to work properly now. Pardon my poor time I've spent with that pathetic guy who basically leads to my clogged brain. Rebooting the system and voila! Brilliant person just have been reborn. Uekkk Uekkk...
p/s: Hot hot chicken shit. Ever heard of it before?
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