Penting lagi kah ?

Lagi beberapa hari je lagi nak raya. Aku still puasa penohh. Best gilakkss sebab tak payah ganti ganti nanti. heh heh heh. Pandai je ovum ovum aku ni menyorok pada bulan puasa. Good kids! hehehe~ Well apa yang paling boring bile nak raya is kemas rumah laaa...haihhh...Bukan la malas, tapi memang malas pon sebenarnya. Time time puasa ni la kene berus lantai lah. Gonyohh dinding lahh. Dahage laaa...Tak larat...(tibe tibe ngade gile) So tadi aku kemas kemas sket, pastu berus lantai, pastu teross masuk bilik buat buat tido. hahahaa...malas seyyyhh!

Tapi tujuan sebenar entry kali ni ialah untuk meluahkan perasaan confuse aku yang sangat sangat. Just let me ask you, what would you feel if someone you loved the most called you such profanity names? Can you still accept it? Well seriously it hurts a lot. My heart was broken into a very small pieces that its just impossible to put them back together. And what will you do if he asking for forgiveness? Saying that he was too stressed that he cant think straight? Is it acceptable? Owhhhh yess people are great in making excuses right? Just say anything to make everything fine. "SORRY" means nothing now. Your promises. I know you're playing safe by saying that you cant guarantee that it wont happen again. Coz you know it will. For that reason, its hard for me to trust you. I dont think you'll appreciate the second chance. or third..or I dont know how much chance I've given to you for the past 2 years. So just let the time tell okay. If we're really meant to be together, then fine. If we dont, we gonna have to move on. Enough said.