Aku tak tau apa nak cakap. There's too much stuff that I need to think. Im blur and speechless. All I know that Im hurt. Aku macam dah tak bole blahh je dengan segale makian kau. Yesss...I know you want to put all the blame on me. Aku je yang banyak berubah. Aku lah yang tak senonoh sekarang. Aku je lah yang bermasalah. It's okay. Im tired of being what you want me to be. Aku penat dah berubah untuk orang tapi orang tu sendiri susah nak berubah bile diminta. Ape ni ? Tak Fair langsung kan ? And Im sick of all your profanity words that you'd threw to me. Huh? yeahh Im being a Motherfucking Bitch because of you. Ohhh no no. Im ONLY being a Motherfucking Bitch when Im with you. Yess you said you love me but yet you fuck me! Kau nak aku buat ape lagi....Sedehhh lah macam ni. Penat. Hopeless. I know exactly how you feel about me
for it's not the first time it's happening. And I doubt if you'd ever again give me a genuine smile.Aku betol betol mintak maaf. Aku tahu banyak menda kau tak puas hati dengan aku. Dari dulu lagi aku ni tak bole jadi perfect untuk kau kan. I am sorry from the bottom most part of my heart and it was never meant to be that way and will never happen. But though I've hurt you and I also hurt. I still love myself for I sacrificed myself and went beyond my pride to make it worth. You were and always have been sweet, but yet you hurt me a lot! Your words unbelievable. I know I'll never ever be with you again but whoever loves you better love you the way I did coz one day you'll realise I love you but maybe now it's time to move on. I love you and as long as you happy, I'm happy too~
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