I just love you

have you ever feel the feeling of failing to resist someone? I mean by the fact that you can't even get over someone no matter how much you've been hurt? Yes I'm having that feeling now. You see I'm not that type of girl who like to chase boys. I mean, if he cant be mine so I prefer to just let it be. If he cant appreciate me, I'll walk away. But but but I just cant do it with him. No matter how much I'm hurt, all I think of is just to forgive forgive and forgive. But heyy I'll never forget. Its just that his kindness, his gentleness, and his responsibilities towards everything has smashed all my bad feelings and anger and disappointment towards him. So rationally, I still love him and always will. I hope so. I hope that this feeling will never fade. Because I'm happy being around him. I'm happy to be one of his important person. So yes humans are sometimes make mistakes right? So do I. I admit that I have done too many shit so far and he still be cool about it. That one thing I love most about him. He's a forgiving person. That's why I'm trying to be one.