So I've been away leaving my blog cold here alone. Well guess what? We're just the same. Gone through a totally same situation. There's a lot of things to say here but I probably forgot about it already. It's been stressful weeks. I don't know I just felt that I'm tearing apart now. Not to mention all those fucking mood swings. You see I felt something changing here. I mean, me myself. I don't know. Its just that everything around me keep stressing me out. And for me, I don't know why now I felt that I keep having a personal outburst against the world, against every thing. I made tons of silly mistakes. I'm disappointing my lover. What am I thinking??? But yet he still accept me for who I am and still giving me chances and chances. Why would he done that for a stupid person like me? I'm totally clueless. Now I'm totally understand. He just loved me so much. Maybe. Its my guess I don't know for sure. Only he knew. But yeah. No body's perfect. And I'm nobody. So that's mean I'm perfect! Right? Okay whatever.
* So we had a long deep conversation that night. Now I'm very deeply unconditionally IN LOVE with him. Muhd Uqbah Aziz. Just trust me.
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